2015

(Verse)

Step out of this fucking class
I don't even wanna look back
____ just left
It fucking stings
I thought we were a thing
Would’ve bought you a ring
Would've learnt how to sing
Would've learnt how to sing
Just listen Jeff
You took my life
You took my breath
You took whats left
Reason I diss
Can’t get over it
Just get cold as shit
I don't even mean what I say
You're not the reason I'm grey
I just have no one to blame
I wouldn't say "I'm okay"
When I'm not holding her waist
I cannot even be fake

(Verse 2)

I'm missing the past
I’m missing the times I would sit on my ass
And just make a mess
With my fucking pen
The lyrics I said
Most aren’t meant
I won't start again
But note, I admit
You’re one lying bitch
I may talk to you and act like we are friends
The hurt you gave me never ends
Some times I sit down and think
How this could be done in a blink
I would just cry at my sink
Some times I wish you would text
Tell me your sorry again
Then slit your neck
I would love to see all of the blood drip
I didn't only call you when
It was half past five
I didn't even text
Put on a mask, I tried
Hurt whenever I would lie
I'll just go fucking die

(Verse 3)

I just want to stick a knife
In my heart, since the last three years of my life
You were gonna be my wife
Sometimes I can’t even write
Always stuck up on my mind
Don't know where to draw the line
No one saw us as combined
Cause they heard all of your lies
I just look past it and smiled
But I've been hurting for awhile
I see just see the ceiling tiles
No fucking friends in miles
Can't even pull off a smile
Too much fucking lyrics piled
Yeah, it has been awhile
I'm just surprised how
It's been 3 years and I still come out
With stories to tell
Stories to tell
All about my living hell