Why Do I Keep Going Towards The Light?

[Intro: Dylan Longworth]
I wanna end me
Thoughts they are killing me trying to send me
Into the light and I’m trying to fight, I don’t wanna, my mind is against me
I wanna die, been in the darkness, I’m seeing the light
Losing my focus, losing my sight
Cause I just wanna die, yeah

[Hook: Dylan Longworth]
I wanna end me
Thoughts they are killing me trying to send me
Into the light and I’m trying to fight, I don’t wanna, my mind is against me
I wanna die, been in the darkness, I’m seeing the light
Losing my focus, losing my sight
Cause I just wanna die

[Verse: Kyo]
I just wanna die
It’s so hard to focus when this shit be hitting my mind
Life throw me over I feel like I’m stuck in the past, I’m behind
Pull out a .22 watch it how it fly at the back of my eyеs
Nothing can see me, I’m truly a demon, now summon me back into lifе
I thought I had skipped all the nightmares, but they were all truly alive

[Hook: Dylan Longworth]
I wanna end me
Thoughts they are killing me trying to send me
Into the light and I’m trying to fight, I don’t wanna, my mind is against me
I wanna die, been in the darkness, I’m seeing the light
Losing my focus, losing my sight
Cause I just wanna die

[Verse: Dylan Longworth]
Yeah
I’m so done with this
I ain’t in control, I ain’t even running shit
Thinking about how life is just a punishment
I’m gonna throw it all away and now I’m coming quick
To the end of the road, you already know
I put the gun to my head then I blow
And then I go away to the world down below
Then I wake from the nightmare that stays in my soul
I don’t wanna see another day
But I’m too busy hearing what the fuck they gotta say
I’ve been worried all the people that around me being fake
So I’m going toward the light like a moth to a flame
I’m losing my feelings, I’m going insane
I don’t wanna move on, from the shit that we made
You kept pushing me under and threw me away
So I’m just gonna leave it today
Yuh

[Hook: Dylan Longworth]
I wanna end me
Thoughts they are killing me trying to send me
Into the light and I’m trying to fight, I don’t wanna, my mind is against me
I wanna die, been in the darkness, I’m seeing the light
Losing my focus, losing my sight
Cause I just wanna die