Mess

[Verse 1]
I'm a mess lost inside
Your lies can't see the rest, yeah
Echoes in my head, it makes me guess (Oh)
You're so heartless, tearing into my chest, yeah
I tried to run but I keep coming back to you
You twist my mind and act it's all fine
I'm running blind, I lost my way out
I beg for answers, but you give me pain
In the silence, all my visions drain

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't take it back, take it back, oh, no
You keep breaking me down and then lift me up
You're so toxic but I'm still holding
(Tu ne peux pas t'enfuir)

[Chorus]
I'm living like I just don't care
I don't mind if it's unfair
Pretending that I got no fears, but I tear
'Cause I can't live without you
I'm living like I just don't care
If I don't I'll break for real
I'm walking on the edge nowhere, who cares?
Yeah, I'm living a lie, I'm living a lie, I just don't

[Verse 2]
Can't take anymore
My thoughts keep screaming, "Just let it go"
You laced me up so I can never run away, run away
I'm caught in your maze every day, every day
Like a curse or something, I tried to break it clean
But you played it real smooth
You justified, now I'm deceived
Maybe I believed that you could change
Now I realize that I'm just here for myself

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't take it back, take it back, oh, no
You keep breaking me down and then lift me up
You're so toxic but I'm still holding
(Tu ne peux pas t'enfuir)

[Chorus]
I'm living like I just don't care
I don't mind if it's unfair
Pretending that I got no fears, but I tear
'Cause I can't live without you
I'm living like I just don't care
If I don't I'll break for real
I'm walking on the edge nowhere, who cares?
Yeah, I'm living a lie, I'm living a lie, I just don't