Crashing Outside

[Chorus]
Behind you, don't look now
A ghost is at your neck I'm hiding
For me, I know where I belong
It's here with you, you're shining
My mind goes blank my stomach sick
I look at you, you're smiling
I try to keep a piece of me locked up
You always find it

[Verse]
I've been on the outside
Screaming with my mouth wide
Open I've been broken
Hope they notice where I'm goin'
Wanna be on fuckin' TV
You to see me
I'll be leaning back
No more last
No more busting my own ass
Feeling used up
Telling myself "You suck"
No more needing fix
Eating shit
Crossing people off my list
I'll be happy
Spending checks and laughing
Answer if they ask me
No more passing
I'm done crashing outside

[Chorus]
Behind you, don't look now
A ghost is at your neck I'm hiding
For me, I know where I belong
It's here with you, you're shining
My mind goes blank my stomach sick
I look at you, you're smiling
I try to keep a piece of me locked up
You always find it