Dead Inside

[Intro]
I'm tired of letting myself fuck up again
I know that I’m the only one that’s getting in the way of me winning
I know that I'm my worst enemy at times
I know what’s wrong, I say ill change
But I know that I never will

[Chorus]
Cause lately I been feeling I'm dead inside
Lately I been tryna run but I can’t hide
And when they ask how I'm doing I lie and say I'm fine
I'm insecure don’t wanna let you know how I feel inside
Cause lately I been feeling I'm dead inside
Lately I been tryna run but I can’t hide
And when they ask how I'm doing I lie and say I'm fine
I'm insecure don’t wanna let you know how I feel inside

[Verse 1]
Keep it a buck, I keep it a hunnid
I been dеpressed feeling like thе lowest of the low
Been rolling wood after wood, Inhale then I blow
I'm talking bout after pound, time moving slow
I feel everyone an enemy that don’t wanna see me glow
They hate to see me winning well to bad regardless ima blow
Been feeling dead inside, I'm lost with no hope
I been Mia, lost cause on my own
And that’s why

[Chorus]
Cause lately I been feeling I'm dead inside
Lately I been tryna run but I can’t hide
And when they ask how I'm doing I lie and say I'm fine
I'm insecure don’t wanna let you know how I feel inside
Cause lately I been feeling I'm dead inside
Lately I been tryna run but I can’t hide
And when they ask how I'm doing I lie and say I'm fine
I'm insecure don’t wanna let you know how I feel inside

[Verse 2]
I'm dead inside and numb too it all
Day to day problems I provoke em all
In my mind I over think I make it bigger than what it is
I'm tryna keep my head up I'm tired of mood swings
And it be me vs me hate the man that’s in the mirror
Want you to let me be
Smoking loud now I feel better
5 days 24/7 no rest venting
Thank you I'm glad I got this shit off my chest

[Chorus]
Cause lately I been feeling I'm dead inside
Lately I been tryna run but I can’t hide
And when they ask how I'm doing I lie and say I'm fine
I'm insecure don’t wanna let you know how I feel inside
Cause lately I been feeling I'm dead inside
Lately I been tryna run but I can’t hide
And when they ask how I'm doing I lie and say I'm fine
I'm insecure don’t wanna let you know how I feel inside