Black Mold

[Chorus]
Lightning up the gas, exhaling all the pain
Writing down some deeper thoughts that's lodged inside my brain
I was avoiding all the shit 'til I needed change
Grabbed an umbrella, rapping underneath the rain
Spent my years growing up, moving place to place
Lived in a baptist household with little faith
Used to say my grace before eating off my plate, now I eat silence, but I'm thankful for the day

[Verse 1]
I'm tired of the bullshit, life has been a nuisance, so much anger wit' evil intentions like my name was Lucy
The demons kept on talking shit, asking if I'll do it, to put blade between his ribs 'n' dump him in the sewage
A good kid in a mad city is why I fuck with Kendrick
I like to tell some stories when my angry is like a wick
Burning with desire, arm the mic and let it rip
Cadence change when rapping trials summed up in some minutes

[Verse 2]
This shit is like an inner ego, killing for some extra zeros
Fuck being a hero, I'm hungry, I'm tired of eating fucking cereal
I'm always about my business, I wear a button up on my missions
Squeeze the trigger 'til im finished, ending niggas like a sentence
Stabbed a nigga wit' a dull knife, watch his eyes lose the light
Thought he was slick, he paid the price, now he sleeping on some ice
Dreams of thumping through the cash, wilt chamberlains in my bag
Smoking ganja in some glass, writing poetry from the gas

[Chorus]
Lightning up the gas, exhaling all the pain
Writing down some deeper thoughts that's lodged inside my brain
I was avoiding all the shit 'til I needed change
Grabbed an umbrella, rapping underneath the rain
Spent my years growing up, moving place to place
Lived in a baptist household with little faith
Used to say my grace before eating off my plate, now I eat silence, but I'm thankful for the day

[Verse 3]
Wonder if I'm writing rhymes or some prescriptions
Shit is like some medicine, feeding inner addictions
Feel the need to get high, penmanship of afflictions
I must be a gardener, watering seeds of ambitions
I'm living in a fever dream, my mental was a sickness
Emotions crashing like some waves, the fire was so vicious
I might journey to the west, flying on my Nimbus
Took the path of Buddha but the sutra made me restless

[Verse 4]
Had to die to get a blessing, heart had fallen from depression
I'm always choking from expressions, emotions exploding from compressions
I gotta smoke the devils lettuce to stimulate my brain, I'm jealous
Rapping 'til I'm fucking breathless, the only way I feel connected
Got some demons in disguise, put some metal between yo' eyes
You can never kill my drive, venting is how I fucking thrive, like a tiger with some stripes
Stalking prey to eat tonight, it's my time to fucking strike
Like mike, I'm biting in this fight, nigga