[Intro:]
I smoke another cigarette I swear to God
Been doing this for a long time
Just wanna see some results and payback
Tired of the doubt
I'm tired of
Tired of this whole thing sometimes gets a little nuts
My blues (trying to be the best that I could be)
Doing my best and I'm trying to make it (trying to make some of myself in this lifetime)
Damn you (before I get out of here)
Sometimes I feel like I can't take it (find some happiness, find some love)
Cash rulеs (get some money)
Do what you got to (touch a fеw hearts) do what you have to
Damn you (don't think that's asking for much)
All this forward, all this forward
[Verse 1:]
I know what going low is
I know what broke is
I know huh where the end off my rope is
And when it rains it pours for show
Look around not one umbrella to hold
And I'm sick of it
It's ridiculous spending this little money I got on a pack of cigarettes
And when you can't find a dime to spend
Be the same time, you can't find a friend
I know got to piss got no whip to rock
Spine to the wall, no ends at all
Sometimes it hurts
And when you think it can't get no hell, it gets worse
They said misery "she loves company, she comes to.."
Bitch please like leave me alone huh
I gotta be on my way, I gotta get paid, I gotta get own
[Chorus:]
My blues
Doing my best and I'm trying to make it
Damn you (damn you)
Sometimes I feel like I can't take it
Cash rules (yo)
Do what you got to, do what you have to
Damn you
All this forward, all this forward
I'm going down down down down (down)
[Verse 2:]
I'm about to scream at the top of my lungs
I wanna pack up, pick up and run
Just pick pick up and run
I feel a mess, my cash is low
I need some dick, I'm out of control
So quick to boil, I hate waiting
I'm losing my patience, think I need a vacantion
I used to find myself easy going
Now I'm just not knowing if I'm coming or going
I'm on the edge like the littlest thing
Pissed me off to the point where I wanna swing
Yeah, I'm fine now I'm lying
Inside it's like all the time I'm crying
It's like I'm damned If I do, I'm damned if I don't, I'm damned If I will, I'm damned if I want
It's crazy (crazy,crazy)
[Chorus:]
My blues
Doing my best and I'm trying to make it
Damn you (damn you)
Sometimes I feel like I can't take it
Cash rules (cash rules)
Do what you got to, do what you have to (do what you got to)
Damn you
All this forward, all this forward
[Verse 3:]
I got a real shoe problem, can I vent?
How you girl gonna spend like half the rent?
And this dude I'm seeing act like he ain't got one cent
He pulled his pants pockets out and showed me the Lynch, shit
I haven't bought myself some in months
Can I shop and not feel guilty for once?
If it's not one thing, it's another yeah (and another)
And another and it's messed up
Can't be skipping my check up's
Even if I'm the rag, I'm not getting sexed up running (running)
I'm wilding yo
And it's clutter in this house, it's cloud in my mind
And so overwhelmed it's like it's impossible
I'm get it done, I'mma feel a responsible
Hell yeah I would love some help
But if you want it done right, you got to do it yourself (my)
[Chorus:]
My blues
Doing my best and I'm trying to make it
Cash rules (cash rules)
Sometimes I feel like I can't take it (I can't take it no more, no more)
Cash rules
Do what you got to, do what you have to
Damn you (damn you)
All this forward, all this forward