Married in Song

I ain't afraid to lose
I thought I knew what those words meant
I've sung them 20,000 times now
All of the world is a wasteland
Where I wake up at 3AM
To look at photos of the sun soon
You will be gone from my cannon
So I call in to college radio
Requesting my own song
For to remember how it felt to be special
How it felt the night you broke your head and
When will you stand up again
I had a boyfriend we shared the same bed
Now he'll never sleep again
But I got a wife, we sleep in twin beds
Shе burns the house down evеry night
I had a husband we shared the same bed
Now he'll never sleep again
But I got a wife, we sleep in twin beds
She burns the house down every night to keep us warm
I wish I had some disease to keep
Me from doing the bad things that I do
For to keep me from waiting up for you
Your name sounded so sweet
Just like I knew it would
With my choir and orchestra behind you
You whispered goodnight Nat, I'll be back soon
And I ain't afraid to loose, I ain't afraid for you
I ain't afraid, I ain't afraid, I ain't afraid, I ain't afraid