Made Up Love

[Intro]
Made up love was never us, so, you left me with an unhealed scar
Two faced love, makes me fall apart, should have broke it off there at the start
But now, it is too late, but now, it is too late
Wishing I could rewind time to the old days
But now, it is too late, but now, it is too late for our made up love

[Verse 1]
Ayy, I've been thinking back to them days, before we got spacious
Hopelessly hating, hope that we'll make it, now that we failed, this time, we state it
Ayy, I remember, back in the past, it was never complacent
Always been vacant, love that we're chasin', messes we're makin', feelings invaded
Ayy, ayy, you say it's forgive and forget
But I struggle to cope with the things that she said
Everything was just a means to an end
And now, I wanna end it because of my friend
Emotions that I could not let in, they make it so I lose the things that I love in the end
But I just keep going, and going, I replay it over, and over again in my head
Over again in my head, I really wish that this message would send
Since you blocked my number, that is just out of the question, I guess
When does it end?
When is it over? I'm not drunk, but I don't feel sober
Wish me luck when I hold that clover
Holding on to that hope, I'm done with it all

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't stand, but I can't fall, I can't walk, but I can't crawl
I can't bide my time, or stall, I can't live my life at all
I feel empty inside, wanna break down and cry
You were my spark in the night, now, all you are to me is

[Chorus]
Made up love was never us, so, you left me with an unhealed scar
Two faced love, makes me fall apart, should have broke it off there at the start (Yeah, whoa)
But now, it is too late, but now, it is too late
Wishing I could rewind time to the old days
But now, it is too late, but now, it is too late for our made up love

[Verse 2]
Lovin' the closure, lovin' the freedom, lovin' the way I feel like I don't need her
Lovin' the way that I feel when I see her, she's in her feels, but I'm drowning the reaper
And keeps me distracted from the past mistakes, that I know have happened
I embrace that stuff 'cause I have to face it, and I know it's tough, but I'll be okay
'Cause I'm strong again, and I'm crazy
Queue the music, and dance with my baby
Movin' through it, I'm feeling too swazy
Track the time it took that I made in, now that I've made it
I just feel different than ever before
Thought I was done when you walked out the door
It's not as easy as they make it sound, like, "get over it, I think you're ready for more"
But I'm not spending my time wishing to rewind the clock
I'm on a mission to make it all stop
'Cause I'm done with the torture, society tells me that I've hit rock bottom
Ones beside me, y'all saw it, take a ride on that magic carpet
I can show you a world, but it's all global warming and garbage, oh

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't stand, but I can't fall, I can't walk, but I can't crawl
I can't bide my time, or stall, I can't live my life at all
I feel empty inside, wanna break down and cry
You were my spark in the night, now, all you are to me is

[Chorus]
Made up love was never us, so, you left me with an unhealed scar
Two faced love, makes me fall apart, should have broke it off there at the start (Yeah, woah)
But now, it is too late, but now, it is too late
Wishing I could rewind time to the old days
But now, it is too late, but now, it is too late for our made up love