Close to You

[Hook]
I crossed the desert to be where you are
All the things I did to be close to you
A million miles wouldn't seem that far, I'd go anywhere just to win your heart

[Verse 1]
Ugh, baby, I'm tired of this hopelessness
Fighting back and forth and I'm looking for ways to cope with it
I hope you know that I'm building up with this anger
And I wish every other week we didn't become strangers
Well, I bet you got some stories to tell
Cause I've been locked up in this basement, and it's feeling like hell
I wish you would help, cause I could give a fuck about health
And I wish your whole ego wasn't focused on yourself
You put our love on the shelf, and I ain't mad at that
I'm having heart attacks, thinking bout our whole past
It's getting hard to relax, I gotta face facts
You're moving on and I'm retracing the tracks
You always tell me leave you alone
I get it, I get that I'm a wreck and I get that I'm pathetic
You said it, and baby how regretful is that
Cause it's hard to even breathe with this knife in my back

[Hook]
I crossed the desert to be where you are
All the things I did to be close to you
A million miles wouldn't seem that far, I'd go anywhere just to win your heart

[Verse 2]
And baby, you've been giving it up
When you putting other guys in the middle of us
I've got a point that I've tried to start proving, but it's hard with a love that I'm losing
I'm so foolish, how could you do this?
Your love is abusive, I look so stupid
Me and my music, feeling so useless
Your with another dude, while I'm sitting here clueless
I'm just looking for some time and the right one, and I wish I didn't tell you we were done
See, I'm a wreck, filled with regrets
Anger in my head, with the things I never said
Well you ain't gotta treat me like the typical, and it's sad you treat me like I'm invisible
But I don't wanna keep living bitter
I'm sick to my stomach, so I keep sipping liquor

[Hook]
I crossed the desert to be where you are
All the things I did to be close to you
A million miles wouldn't seem that far, I'd go anywhere just to win your heart