love

Every day without you
I feel a little more worthless
And every place we ever were
It scares me to witness

How did we stray so far
Did i do something wrong
Was there a line i crossed
Cause you

Told me i hurt you so bad
To ghost for me for months, come back and say
“you made your mistakes”
Well, what were they?

Muzzle me with your indifference
I wasn’t worth much anyway, i know
Affirm my convictions
If you see me again, it’ll probably be my ghost

Why did you run so far away
Could i have done something to make you stay
Was there a line i crossed
I won’t know either way
Cause you

Told me i hurt you so bad
To ghost for me for months, come back and say
“you made your mistakes”
Well, what were they?

I can’t get you off my mind
When i think of you
All i can do is panic
Depressive tendencies
Worsen every day
You just don’t go away
I miss you
And your smile
And your voice
And the way you held me, oh god
I can’t stand it
I hate you
And your lies
And the way you make me wanna die

Tell me
If i don’t deserve the answer
Why should i even deserve to stay alive