Lost track

Hook : (The passion of rapping is the only thing that keeps me up , i can't just kill myself infront of people that i know im the one they love , the hopes for the best is the only thing that im fighting for , but first i have to say.. Theres so many people ive lied to theres so many people ive lost too , before i even notice i could bring back i think to myself that ive lost track , i lost the track , i lost the hope , i lost myslef , i lost the love , yea , yea , i think to myself that ive lost the track)

Verse 1: \\\Yo , the feeling when you win it and later on you lose it , its the feeling that im feeling nobody ever feels it , i was in the history list but i got erased , haters try to tell me its fake , dont know what to say , they all make me feel like i got replaced , i guide to the problems that is all i create all they ever do is hate , i ask my bro for some help but he ain't doin no favors , they dont really know how i work hard when its my part , these words keep comin from somewhere deeper inside me , they dont really see what i see , i could see myself workin all day and all night , my past keeps haunting me and it makes me feel like i lost my mind , i got weak and i can't fight , im feeling blocked like some fences , only keep rapping to show my expressions , i didn't learn one thing and if i did they were lessons , forget the past is all i wish , really hope that this is one good hit , haven't found light after all this time , hurts showing all the words that i keep in my mind , this passion of rap is my obsession , and my name hasnt been mentioned in heaven , you know what i mean ? Cause like this is my confession , cannot go further for this is the road to my dead end ///

Hook : (The passion of rapping is the only thing that keeps me up , i can't just kill myself infront of people that i know im the one they love , the hopes for the best is the only thing that im fighting for , but first i have to say.. Theres so many people ive lied to theres so many people ive lost too , before i even notice i could bring back i think to myself that ive lost track , i lost the track , i lost the hope , i lost myslef , i lost the love , yea , yea , i think to myself that ive lost the track)

Verse 2: \\\Yo , when i lose the track , all i do is regret , and i hope i could bring back but i can't and i know for a fact , friends turn to enemies , it gets harder when it drags me down , look for me in the history list , but i am not found , im off the mic i just lost the crown , leave me in the rain like a stray dog with the back legs , i just want some love that is all i beg but instead it isnt what i get , a waste of trash is all im said , a problem without any answer it never gets solved , my number on her phone but i never get called , eyes closed like a window shut with a lock on , probably will forget me but i know im a legendary icon , always in my room , making history , with no invites im feeling isolated , trapped in my own cage like a beast like im captivated , all this music that i make i am native , i know that im hated , im feeling so shaded and i couldn't keep it and hold it in any longer , yea , so i had to say it ///

Hook : (The passion of rapping is the only thing that keeps me up , i can't just kill myself infront of people that i know im the one they love , the hopes for the best is the only thing that im fighting for , but first i have to say.. Theres so many people ive lied to theres so many people ive lost too , before i even notice i could bring back i think to myself that ive lost track , i lost the track , i lost the hope , i lost myslef , i lost the love , yea , yea , i think to myself that ive lost the track)