Lost Thot$

[Verse 1]
I saw you last night
Think I met you in a past life
Can I see you once again?
Even if we’re just friends
This time maybe I’ll know how to act right
No going back right?
Yeah that’s about right
I just wish that we could change how we left things
Said I’m sorry bout a million times
You’re the only one I ever thought that I could ever give a ring
You’re the queen
I ain’t no king
I ain’t no man
Or maybe I am
A man I do not understand
Saw our future in the palm of my hand
But threw it away to a faraway land
And still to this day I cannot understand
These days I see myself, I’m not a fan
Promised you that I would do what I can
To make to it work I guess it got outta hand
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
Sorry for everything
Anything and everything
I cannot change a thing
And if I could I just don’t know if I would
For fear that I’d mess anything up
It’s hard to believe that I could do some good
I been in my head lately, and I hate me
Look above I need saving
Praying somebody out there will say the words that I need at this moment
If I know one thing then I know this
Did you notice?

[Hook]
Life goes on when you think about me
I don’t know if you think about me
Life goes on when I forget you
Sometimes I wish that I never met you
Life goes on when you think about me
I know you still think about me
Sometimes I still think about you
I am not alright without you

[Verse 2]
Well it’s been a while since you been gone
We don’t talk no more, so I had to move on
Talking to myself ‘cause I couldn’t be alone
Then I started pouring feelings out and putting them in songs
And look now
Look where I am now
Still stuck in the same place, with no fans
Nobody cares about what I’ve been putting out
Maybe I should quit now
I know I gotta stay positive but it’s hard when I been doing my best and no one cares about — me
But I’ve grown as a man
And I’m not stuck on her, I’m stuck on me
So when you think about me
I’ll still say I’m doing good, when I know I’m not
Cause this life’s a lot, but I won’t let it get to me
Close my eyes and get lost in a dream

[Hook]
Life goes on when you think about me
I don’t know if you think about me
Life goes on when I forget you
Sometimes I wish that I never met you
Life goes on when you think about me
I know you still think about me
Sometimes I still think about you
I am not alright without you