Despair (Prod. By Adagio)

So you leaving
Again
Ight bet
Man... this is that bullshit again
Fuck
Uh

Everywhere I go you're there
I think you should know I still care
Time makes me lose hope.. Despair
I just can't let go.. need you here

Let me break it down so you could see these things from my point of view
The point is you, running through my mind, doin laps or two
That's the truth, I hate it when we fight and then you wanna leave
Grabbing bags and packin', don't you know you're what a nigga needs
Listen, please.. put em down and hear just what I gotta say
I know the good times from the past ain't enough to makе you stay
Hold my hands, let us pray, let the problеms go away
All the drama and bad vibes simply push em out the way
That's what I wanna say, but that's not what comes out
Instead I'm yelling, sayin what the fuck you talking bout
My thoughts make darker clouds, the thunder is my voice
Here go the calm before the storm, after you made your choice
I wish you could just understand
Instead you want me following along with all your plans
My pride won't let me change so you think that I'm a different man
And now opposing sides determine where we gotta stand, Damn
Now I'm noticing I'm missing you
Talkin bout things we used to do
Arguments and the issues too
Thinkin' bout what you put me through
But it's over cuz you left home
Now I'm sittin' here alone, hoping you'd hit up my phone

Everywhere I go you're there
I think you should know I still care
Time makes me lose hope.. Despair
I just can't let go.. need you here