[Verse 1]
It's been a long time
Been a while
It's been more than a couple nights
I feel like a teenage child
I haven't been here due to depression
Haven't been here due to illness
Trying to keep in contact
"Mia erasure" has been going on
I've wanted to be the best
But, I've been the worst
My grades are falling down
God-damn, is it a fucking curse?
I got bad shit going on, so I decided to quit
I came back after a long month, spill the fucking tea bitch
I wonder why I lie and cry
Then I think about life, and it hurts
[Pre-Chorus]
Been a long time
I needed some criеs
Not many laughs
Just got a couple lies
I love you guys so fucking much
That's why I havеn't died yet
It's tough
And...
[Chorus]
It's been a long time
A long while
So spill the fucking tea bitch
It's been a long time
I cry all the time
I love this community, I guess
[Verse 2]
Spill the tea
Spill the tea
All the fucking herbal tea
I need to know
What you need
What you said
How could you!?!? (Pleaseeeeee)
[Pre-Chorus]
Been a long time
I required some cries
Not many laughs
Just got a couple lies
I love you guys so fucking much
That's why I haven't died yet
It's tough
And...
[Chorus]
It's been a long time
A long while
So spill the fucking tea bitch
It's been a long time
I cry all the time
I love this community, I guess
[Verse 3]
I missed you guys
Very much
Nothing has been going on
I said I'd check occasionally
I never did
Am I a fucking liar?
How could you, guys, like my music?
Like it means so much
I got 68 views
It means a lot
Thanks....
[Pre-Chorus]
Been a long time
I required some cries
Not many laughs
Just got a couple lies
I love you guys so fucking much
That's why I haven't died yet
It's tough
And...
[Chorus]
It's been a long time
A long while
So spill the fucking tea bitch
It's been a long time
I cry all the time
I love this community, I guess