Venustraphobia

[Verse 1]
First time I saw you I was writing a break up song
I paused the beat and everything went slow
Amazed by your beauty looked like I seen a ghost
But then I passed you think my guts were all gone
Never saw something like you
Couldn't even say hello
All I ever did was stare at you and go
Then I went back tried to write the song
But it didn't work out you put me in a different zone
Two days later saw you again at the complex
I stared again you looked at me wе had a moment
You was with your mother couldn't evеn say hi
But that's an excuse cause all my knees were shaking up
Uhh then I found you on Facebook
Kinda liked every pic you put on Facebook
Sent a friend request then I waited
Threw a party from the moment you accepted

[Hook]
All my life I never felt (like this)
All my life I never crushed(like this)
All my life I never felt (like this)
All my life I never crushed(like this)
All my life I never felt (like this)
All my life I never crushed(like this)
I believe that I will crush (this crush)
I believe that I will crush (this crush)

[Verse 2]
Uhh and there was me planning for the inbox
One day got caught up in the moment wrote an inbox
It was a simple hi around midnight
But wasn't strong enough finger was on eraser button
Fast forward a couple months further
Saw you again at the party down the corner
Around six o'clock you were going home
My friends be telling look Pounds man she's alone
I still chickened out I'm still asking how
There's something with you girl I still gotta check you out
I don't really dig a gold tooth on a girl
But for her it ain't a turn off her teeth were made from pearls
I told myself immo drink to approach ya
Cause I've been chicken out everytime I'm sober
Never heard your voice but beauty sends me vocals
I start to think that you some kind of robot
Again saw you in Morula Sun
I can't remember the day but I think it was in March
You was with your friends having some fun
Then you passed my heart started beating fast
You passed me on your way to the toilet
I waited for you there I had patience
You came you were done I didn't react
Only thing I did was nothing nigga just froze there

[Hook]
All my life I never felt (like this)
All my life I never crushed (like this)
All my life I never felt (like this)
All my life I never crushed (like this)
All my life I never felt (like this)
All my life I never crushed (like this)
I believe that I will crush (this crush)
I believe that I will crush (this crush)

[Verse 3]
Aye six months later found on the gram
Hit a double tap hit you with a DM
It was so hard couldn't see your reply
Nigga using free Wi-Fi but it'll all be fine
But then I bought data went straight to the gram
Check my DMs found nothing from you girl
Getting notified everytime you post a pic on Insta
Guess it knows that I ain't gotta give up
Again saw you in Sun Morula
Couldn't face you by then cause you were in my medulla
But I knew I was gonna get you following week
Had to wait for this to happen just to rhyme on this beat
Finally approached ya, man this one is a win
I been waiting for months just to tell you this
Aye just to tell you this (I been waiting for months)
Aye just to tell you that

[Hook]
All my life I never felt (like this)
All my life I never crushed (like this)
All my life I never felt (like this)
All my life I never crushed (like this)
All my life I never felt (like this)
All my life I never crushed (like this)
I believe that I will crush (this crush)
I believe that I will crush (this crush)