Still...

I guess I’ll get going
I’m parked kinda far
Do you think you could walk with me
Back to my car
I just have to tell you
Before I depart
That I’m still gonna want you

It’s gonna get harder
With each passing day
To wake up each morning
And push you away
I’ll try to move on
With whatever it takes
But I’m still gonna want you

Sky’s getting darker
The fog’s coming in
I’ll turn on the engine
And dust off my skin
I’ll tell them I’m happy
Until they’re convinced
But I’m still

You’ll take chances
I’ll take sedatives
I’ll hear secondhand news of your narrative
I’ll keep drafting the life that I’ve wanted to build
But now there’s a space in my heart
No achievement can fill
For with everything that I am
I’ll be loving you still

[still]
[ahhh]
[ahhh]
[still gonna want you]

So buy me a ticket
To hop on a plane
To see all the wonders
The planet can make
I’ll try to erase it
By running away
But I’m still gonna want you

I could be freezing
In six feet of snow
My organs on overdrive
Fighting the cold
My body won’t focus
On saving my soul
‘Cuz I’m still gonna want you

I’ll make my to do list
I’ll write out my goals
I’ll check all the boxes
To fake some control
And no kind of habit
Will make me feel whole
‘Cuz I’m still

You take chances
I take sedatives
I’ll hear secondhand news of your narrative
I’ll keep drafting the life that I’ve wanted to build
But now there’s a space in my heart
No achievement can fill
For with everything that I am
I’ll be loving you still

I don’t think I’ll marry
It wouldn’t be right
To hold back the truth
In the vows that I write
‘Cuz every day for the rest of my life
I’m still gonna want you