​i have reoccuring dreams im screaming and nobody around me can hear

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I don't make shit up just to pit it on others, see
Realest in the 'ville by a mile with day three's
Wild youngin', I was peaceful, playing with daisies
He ripped the flowers off my head, say that I couldn't be
Ripped the flowers off my head, say I can't be
Silly pompous lad, they kick you down with ease
Maybe never had a friend, just a massive family
Smoking laced junts, eyes closed, it's real Hell I've seen
Smoking laced bowls, came close to really ending it
Self obsessed and poisoned by perspectively
Analysis compressed to vacant lies, stretching endlessly
Stimuli that's preordained, pump me wealthily
Stimuli that's preordained, pump me wealthily