Letters Never Sent, Pt. 1

[Spoken]
Hey, how've you been? I miss you everyday
I find I spend most of my day
Waiting to view your My Day
My, how time's changed
Seasons have been better
I still wear the hat you gave me in cases of inclement weather
It stormed a lot in my room
About a month ago, a few monsoons came through
Threw a fit, had to pick up a broom
Cleaned up all the lovely things we had
Put it in a box and hid it back
Way back, like back in the past
Behind my smile, behind the closet
And all the memories you helped mе pack
I still have your letters
I mеant to write you back
But I'm stuck in the past
And my hands keep shaking, in fact
I'm good at procrastinating
One of my few talents
Along with silvery sentences, gold songs, and bronze ballads
Everybody was voting for me and you
But I guess we were short a few ballots, huh?