The other side

[Verse 1]
I got these demons talking to me
Whispering sweet nothings
While they pray for my misery
I'm feeling numb and scared
Feel like time is just dragging me
I wish I could have a moment of silence
I'm begging for some guidance
My only friend appears at night
Tryna take off the edge
Just wanting to do something right
Without me knowing it was driving the knife

[Pre-Chorus]
Deeper and deeper
Lost myself to the dealer
Lookin' out for a healer
Screaming and shouting
Begging to feel again
I reach out my hand to the darkness
I look down and see an easy end
The stars are calling
But like a coward, don't see the end
Just want the pain to stop
So, I reach out to my friend again

[Chorus]
I gotta feeling something's wrong tonight
Might be the final trip I make tonight
Just pull the trigger, now I feel alive
I gotta feeling something's wrong tonight
Might be the final trip I make tonight
Just pull the trigger, now I feel alive

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I'm falling again, but this time, I don't mind it
Enjoying the pain, the numbness
That it brings to it
I'm floating again, I'm leaving what was left of me
Oh, sweet mother
Hey, won't you come try and rescue me?
Please don't bring me to the evil faces
Monster I never knew existed in those empty places
Without me knowing
It was driving the knife, really

[Pre-Chorus]
Deeper and deeper
Lost myself to the dealer
Lookin' out for a healer
Screaming and shouting
Begging to feel again
I reach out my hand to the darkness
I look down and see an easy end
The stars are calling
But like a coward, don't see the end
Just want the pain to stop
So, I reach out to my friend again

[Chorus]
I gotta feeling something's wrong tonight
Might be the final trip I make tonight
Just pull the trigger, now I feel alive
I gotta feeling something's wrong tonight
Might be the final trip I make tonight
Just pull the trigger, now I feel alive