Burden (Intro)

[Verse 1]
Heavy weight my mind always stresses me
Not focusing on the present cause I got offered a fantasy
In the present thinking of the future in which I talk about my past
It never lasts, it never lasts, this addiction is bad
Shooting up like a fiend, as painful as drug addicts
And as cray as it sounds I need a rehab
Help me, lift me up, save me, I’m as good as dead
The cage that I live in is not helping it end
Been dealing this for too long, been suffering for too long
So damaging that I gotta spit it out on this verse
They tell me I’m crazy and wrong but they don’t understand
My unique disease, eternal mark and brand
Although it gives me my ability to think and come up with ideas
All those things store in my head and makes me follow it in that order
Horrible cases of burdens, grudges, hatefulness, and hidden anger
And I don’t want my life to be predicted by me, I want it to be my Father
Cause life would be boring if it all came true through my head
Praying day and night hoping the raging sea in my brain calms
Please forgive if I disappoint you all
It’s been a long time coming if you know what I mean
Let it all out