Less Life

This one the hardest songs I ever had to write
It should've been easy
I always talk about my life
But see this time
I had to admit I messed up...

Every thing picture perfect, but we ain't in the picture
Erasing the past, erase the future
Tryna find a way, for a better day
I know it sounds crazy, but listen baby
I never wanted this, I knew you I'd miss
It's a crazy world, need you as my girl
I don't wanna wait, I'm always up late
Tell me how to make it right, before the long night
Girl I miss you, all that we been through
Seems so long ago, watching a TV show
Arguing where to eat, rubbing your feet
It was just a small thing, but it made me your king
Now I'm the one to blame, I doused the flame
There's no going back, reminiscing on the track
I'm lost without you, feeling under the knife
'Cuz baby with you, I had More Life...

Just vibe with me...
Just ride with me...

Promise one thing, he better treat you like a queen
'Cuz I'll be the worst thing he ever seen
Anything you need there in a heartbeat
Feeling empty looking at the passenger seat
I'm riding alone, looking at the sky
I can't even lie, every night I cry
Missing the memory, what we used to be
Talks of a family, now I barely handle me
You made me everything, when I had nothing
Know I'ma mess it up, when placed in my hand
I shoulda took your hand, asked you to be my wife
Too late to understand, moved on with your life
Tryna figure mine out, scared to open my mouth
I'd probably make it worse, it's gotta be a curse
That I can't fix, but know with you
I had More Life...

Now I'm trying to glue the pieces back together...

Riding a rollercoaster, up and down
Shell of what used to be, trying not to drown
All happiness gone, I'm here all alone
With Less Life...

Just know from the bottom of my heart...