Withering

I've been withering away
I'm afraid of the person I've made
Know what to say
When I'm round all the people I face
I don't fit in, feelin' different, I feel out of my place
I dont vision how I'm living, this feel out of my way
But I wake up on a different morning
Hoping life ain't boring
I'm soaring through the sky, with my eyes closed
Ever since I found out
I told her I would lie low
And pry open people in my life that would lie to me

(Yeah, uh)

I been inside laying because my mind ain't made up
And my whole life I said that I would never betray her
And now, I make her feel at home with some roses and some gold
And I told her I would never leave her lone
What's the lie there?
Ever since I came up
I made up my mind
To bring her up
With me and help her feel it so divine
Cause I'm in my own realm
And she wants to be here, by my side
But I can't have everything
I lose it all the time