Night vision .

I look around n nobody’s what they seem
Ultralight beams feel like dreams
The stars gleam, i wish my self esteem
To patch at the seams, before i let out screams

I really hate this life
I dont feel nice
They say otherwise
I say its lies
Our tries are tried
Its like our hands are tied

I cry but feel so high
I ain't felt shit , no feelings arise
Not like other guys
Watching my demise

Im baptized
And despise
All religious ties

Ooohhhhh
Sing with me
Freeeee meeee
Leave meeee
Leave meeeee

I gotta find happiness on my own
Some self worth even when im alone
Without you everything two toned
I know life ain't gray, i know my heart not cold

Please never leave me alone

Disprove the thoughts
That i thought i knew
I sought to heal
I fought to choose

I gotta lose
I otta move
Across the valley
My soul strolls profuse

Or out to cali
Get free n loose
Masseuse tugs
And purp nugs
Abused

Im burnt dumb
I get lit
Then split

My time alone
Would be better spent

With family, and friends indeed
Haven't to moms since last week