Withered

[Verse 1: Gnaw, the Rapper]
Yeah
Aftermath of rappin', I'm a psycho
Heart is black and I can't take it
I don't know if I'mma grow to see the stages
The lights of life -
See that's a choice for you to make
A rude awake could slap me in the face
I'll take with grace and settle into place
Shit
The money? Never made it here
To those who say it's easy
Make a buck and steady disappear
Wait
I guess you can, well what's the problem then?
"It's harder done than said" - an understatement
Biggest out there, friend
I'm in it for the art, the cash, the status, clout, and fans
Look at my reflection, mirrors shattered at a sadder man
Tryna be the person everybody dreamt to be but
I don't know if that's the person that I'm truly meant to be
I'd be lyin' if I said that I'm the greatest ever
'Cause I just wanna feel successful in my rap endeavors
And if you thinkin' otherwise, well I don't give a fuck
Well actually, I do
So you can add that to the fibbin' cup

[Chorus: ?]
Slow breeze rolls down my neck
I shiver
I shiver
Slow breeze rolls down my back
I'm withered
I'm withered

[Verse 2: SadBoyProlific]
I've been feelin' broken
As my heart lays here in shards
And I'm pickin' up the paintbrush
To refine this art
Put it back down again
Because I'm no Picasso
I'm just a non-believer
Imitating with the god flows
They said I was blessed with a talent
But it lies here dormant
The game is a castle
So I came just to storm it
I grab the glass then pour it
I suppose that I'm a poet
Who makes music to express
The emotions I'm never showin'
I'm not great at takin' criticism
I'll admit it hurts
And comin' from my loved ones
I think that it makes it worse
So I'll leave these thoughts inside my head
Until I'm in the hearse
And let my insecurities be
Buried with me in the dirt