Monolith

[Verse:]
I tried to be so different but now I'm just fuckin' bored
If you wanna take my pride away, I'll give it, it's all yours
You said you wanna fuck but I'm just drained from all the foreplay
If it's pleasure that you want I'd recommend you go your own way

I can take a little insult, I don't need to be lied to
But if you've believed it your whole life then who am I to say it's not true?
You can run away from the blinding light of freedom
And I can stay at home and reconsider what I've given

If life is but a meaningless string of events
Then why should I care so much to come to your defense?
I tell myself I'm worthless to the nothingness above
But if that were true, then why do I keep falling in love?

I tried to just forget about the compliments you gave
But I've never been the type to just forget about the pain
Well, when you leave me far behind, you'll have to take your pick
Do you wanna come right back or go to someone else's dick?

[Chorus:]
Do you want me to freak out?
Do you want me to freak out?
Do you want me to freak out?
Do you want me to freak out?
Do you want me to freak out?
Do you want me to freak out?
Do you want me to freak out?