Ghosting

[Verse 1]
Drink yourself to death
Out on the porch, out in the hall
Remember what it's like to have
Our hands pressed on the walls
I am feeling the effects
And I am far too sad to talk
I know you don't get it
Maybe you could watch

[Refrain]
I wanna focus on the ceiling
I am ghosting through the walls
I don’t care how much you love me
I’ll be floating in the hall

[Verse 2]
I hate you when you’re drinking
You keep rolling up your sleeves
Fuck you when I’m crying
You are why I wanna leave
Moral fibers shaky
I am doing this for you
You can’t get too upset
When you find out I've come unglued

[Refrain]
I wanna focus on the ceiling
I am ghosting through the walls
I don’t care how much you love me
I’ll be floating in the hall

[Verse 3]
You hit me right in front of her
Then kiss me on my head
No wonder I can’t help but wish
I’d curl up, die in bed
Thinking with our hands would make
Us good people, you thought
I know how much you love me, I
Keep thinking maybe not