LESSONS

Taking my pad and I'm taking down notes
Living my life learning as I go
Where did I fail watching my life fold?

People on the talk bout the same old things
I was only changing tryna fix my brain
Realized life is just what you think
Realized gold in the little things
I was on the way then lost my lens
I was all afraid who'd satan send?
Others on the road I feel they're tense
All these faces feel that feeling we're all missing...missing
I can see that look in your eye
Others had it they just passed by
And this is how I learnt my lessons
We're all looking for thе right road
Some have found it wherе did they go...

Yeah!
Guess who found the antidote
If you're suffering let me know
I've been on a journey all the answers were just anecdotes
Guess people don't really know
Bible says, bible quotes
Religion might save our souls
Told us it'll make us whole
What the hell do we represent?
Yeah they told us it's heaven sent
Yeah they told us that our approach is just so wrong we don't question them
Feeding us and we eat it
They don't care if we're bleeding
We need light we got Edison but does God exist what's the evidence?

First step I took it was legendary
Realized the lies that were fed to me
Had to abandon em fast, and once I did felt like I won a lottery
And then I made an apology
Felt strong then I felt God
Felt odd I was in awe
I'mma tell this story later on
Years pass I am lost now cos I feel like I belong out
I pray, but he don't say anything back am I his child?
They say that it is me who is choosing not to hear back and..
I say if it is me then he is God he can find a way
Yeah ghost
I'm on my phone
Saw innocent dead
Then I start to freak out
Yeah, yeah
Then I feel I'm in pain
Something wrong with my brain
I start questioning things
I'm like God, why you let this happen?
Why can't earth be heaven?
Why you making hell?
If you made decision?
Why there gotta be hurt?
Why you put the fruit there?
If you do not tempt...
Why we always in tests?

Then I start to feel like this is simulated so why do I even breathe?
This experiment is getting out of hand we're like sims who are free
Lab rats, with advanced stats, with like more chance, to survive tests
So he gave us breathe, and he gave us earth, as our habitat to experiment
And that's crazy
Yea my vision was blurred
Now my eyes are opened
But I'm seeing to clear
These the lessons I learned
These the lessons I'm learning to be careful what you put your faith in
And believe in, I am feeling too amazing