Anti (Part)

[Interlude]
The only antidepressant....
Was me thinking about you as I’m writing this message
And just so I don’t crumble I’ll need me a second
To get my shit together, to learn me a lesson

I just might be dependent, I might be defensive
« Realest nigga » on my pendent, I pen for the restless
I might be on the fence, I might be actin reckless
But until I rest in peace, I’ll never know what rest is (never, never never, yeah!)
I’ll never know what rest is (never, never, never)
But until I rest in peace, I’ll never know what rest is
Never know what rest is

Open up my eyes didn’t believe what I done had seen
Silly niggas acting like they been the illest on the scene
Swear to gawd I had to laugh and I’m not tryna cause a scene
But I been feeling like them niggas fake I put that on my team

Not to sound obscene been trapped inside a dream
I either make it or I make it on an ultralight beam
I either fake it or I tell you that you not the one for me
I’m either basic or I’m meant to be that nigga with the CREAM

I’ll let you guess (boy)
Now who gon get you out this mess
Fuck anybody remotely increasing all my stress
Coz I done had enough could give a fuck bout who that I impress

Or who that I distress
Time is money been smart I carefully invest
Found it funny you been hard but couldn’t beat the rest
Tried to keep the peace but they will never let me rest
So, ain’t got no choice it’s time to show ‘em who the best (time to show em)
Got no choice it's time to show em who the best