Proud Of

PROUD OF
(Written & performed by Fiix)

(HOOK)
I done did a lot of shit that I’m not proud of
Ended up been the worst version of myself had to call off
Playing with emotions and dreams had to sort it off
But if u here to judge me, back it off

(VERSE 1)
Cause we all humans trynna figure out life, at the end of the day
And my relationship with god is what I care about, at the end of the day
Dont worry if I got now, cause I got next
And please dont ask no stupid questions about my checks

I’m living my life for me now
I’m tired of the hands out for free now
I'm Focused on success and greatness
But it seems like my demons think less

I do this for a bigger reason - my future family and future treasons
I keep my enemies closer
And life’s a bitch but I chose her

(HOOK)
I done did a lot of shit that I’m not proud of
Ended up been the worst version of myself had to call off
Playing with emotions and dreams had to sort it off
But if u here to judge me, back it off

(VERSE 2)
I'm just a lost soul trap-trapped on this earth
Prison my mind state - and so my spirit feel hurt

Gon through some bullshit
I turned to alcohol and new shit
Things I never thought I do shit
Now Im fucked up on blue shit

And the music keeps playing
Pill for pill, day for day
I mean; how many artists that needs to die
Before we realise we want them to stay

I can only hope I get to save myself before I'm 27
If I dont and I die, I know there won't be tears in heaven

(HOOK)
I done did a lot of shit that I’m not proud of
Ended up been the worst version of myself had to call off
Playing with emotions and dreams had to sort it off
But if u here to judge me, back it off

(BRIDGE)
I done did a lot of fuck shit, I wasn’t myself
Life is my lesson I know that I gotta learn all this shit by myself

Only me and nobody else
I was chosen focus on yourself
Count your blessings and and do your prayers
Give it back to the ones who cares

(HOOK)
I done did a lot of shit that I’m not proud of
Ended up been the worst version of myself had to call off
Playing with emotions and dreams had to sort it off
But if u here to judge me, back it off

I done did a lot of shit that I’m not proud of
Ended up been the worst version of myself had to call off
Playing with emotions and dreams had to sort it off
But if u here to judge me, back it off