Man on the Moon

[Verse]
I used to get bullied back in school 'cause I was fat with an attitude
And lacked common sense, had no gratitude, glad I knew half the school
If not, I would've had to shoot
Every joke drew me closer to the trigger pulling back at you
You ever had to scratch your face 'til it was black and blue? I had to
Only way I could relax, yeah, it was sad, but shit, I had to
None of my friends had fathers, I was lost 'cause, shit, I had two
That's the type of shit that fuck you up as a kid when you sad
I thought my father was my father 'til my father came along
We ain't even look alike, but I just had to play along
Then I was three and met thе man, the main focus on my songs
How I'ma tell him that I love him? I ain't know him for too long
Yеah, fuck it, sure, that shit sucked, but did I ever give a fuck?
I was getting paid to write verses, robbing kids out of they lunch
While I was in the cafe chilling, waiting on line for punch
I had kids feigning behind me, waiting for my lines to punch
Who else you knew was running they town at thirteen?
Felt like the world was in my palm, like there was certainty
Certainly, I would get recognized if I was a certain me
But, with that comes a certain fee of self-hatred and then constantly losing yourself
Life probably would've been better if I just gotten some help
Threw my feelings out the window, then put my heart on the shelf
Dusted off, it's been a minute since you had probably felt
I'm afraid to put you back, there's already 'nough that you dealt with
If they interfere with the plan, they gotta be dealt with
Making moves behind closed doors, moving with stealth, bitch
Liability to your crew, bitch, you helpless
Kicked you out and said, "Fuck you" because you help less
Finally blessed with an opportunity
Many moons that I cry for some form of unity
I found my brothers, we made a crew, it's finally true to see
That not everybody is normal, but some are chosen to be
Shoulda, woulda, coulda, should of 'cause you never did it
Spit it so effortlessly, you would think that I didn't writ it
I mean write it, I'm a demon in the night, I'm on a mission, always fighting
Yes, I do got something to prove, it's my future I confide in
Yeah, the passion for this shit burns through my heart, it's ignited
I got nothing to lose, so I just gotta keep trying
See y'all soon in a couple years when my music is thriving
Right now, I'm just a man on the moon with a will to keep flying, bitch

[Outro]
Uh, just keep flying