Don’t Know Why

[Intro: Jay-Way]
I don't really know the purpose of this life
Everyday feel like a mental suicide
What will happen when my body completely die?
Is there such thing as a hell or a paradise?
I don't really know the purpose of this life
Everyday feel like a mental suicide
What will happen when my body completely die?
Is there such thing as a hell or a paradise?

[Hook: Jay-Way]
Yeah, I feel so alive but don't know why, know why, know why, know why
I search but can't find, I don't know why, know why, know why, know why
I feel so alive but don't know why, know why, know why, know why
I search but can't find, I don't know why, know why, know why, know why

[Verse 1: Jay-Way]
Yo, I don't believe in rules or any regulations
I'm living for the moment forget what happens later
You go ahead and tell your god that I don't need a master
See this the story of my life I am writing the chapters
I know grandmama always told me that He's the answer
Well answer why He had to take her life from me with cancer
I don't wanna believe in hell or in heaven's gate
But know I do hope that she's in a better place
I know it's backwards
Maybe there is a god
Maybe life after death ain't no type of facade
Maybe I'm scared nobody else is gonna relate
Maybe I party cause daily my life's a masquerade
Maybe He saved me in that car crash when I was eight
Or maybe I was just lucky and I'm exaggeratin'
Left with all these questions
I'm still fishing for my existence
I know I'm here for a reason but what's the reason that I'm here?

[Hook: Jay-Way]
Yeah, I feel so alive but don't know why, know why, know why, know why
I search but can't find, I don't know why, know why, know why, know why
I feel so alive but don't know why, know why, know why, know why
I search but can't find, I don't know why, know why, know why, know why

[Verse 2: Jay-Way]
I'm paranoid and I feel a void
Feel like I got the answer but still I'm tryna avoid
Told these preachers to sit down and just listen
They say God can make you free but religion is prison
The Big Bang-theory is even more blinding
The world has beauty in it and someone must have designed it
But is God behind it?
That's hard to believe
But something in me don't want that perception to leave
Lately the church hurts more than it heals
Kick you with the same legs they using to kneel
Now tell me what's the deal?
It's so confusing
Don't know what to do and
I just really wanna know the truth and
Can't deny I see so many clues and
Still I keep refusing
Man I think I'm about to lose it
Man I know that church is so abusive
The Bible they polluted
But I heard a voice if they the problem be the solution

[Bridge: Lola Luna]
And I'm not even sure whether you cause my existence
But when I call to you I must admit I do feel
You listen
To me
Why can I not make up my mind
Make up my mind, my mind, my search of you

[Hook: Jay-Way and Lola Luna]
Yeah, I feel so alive but don't know why, know why, know why, know why
I search but can't find, I don't know why, know why, know why, know why
I feel so alive but don't know why, know why, know why, know why
I search but can't find, I don't know why, know why, know why, know why