Unhealthy

[Verse 1]
If I found a way to say how I was feeling
Would it matter long enough to make it stop?
Because the place that i have seemed to find my comfort
Is the same place that's been poisoning my thoughts

So I'll gather all the ways that i'm unhealthy
And put them all in places i can see
Will that be enough to really make a difference?
Or will it drag me deeper into misery?

[Verse 2]
It's all a climb that I don't have the legs for
'cause every day I lose another piece
All for change I'm hesitant to work towards
'cause it's not the way I want to be released
If i found a way to feel like i deserved it
To reevaluate the things i do
What would i have to prevent me from drowning?
There'd be nothing left to cling onto

[Hook]
So drain me of my character
'cause this is all i have
'cause what makes me feel the warmest
Are the thoughts that keep me sad
I'll weigh the price of living
With the pain brought by my death
At my baseline i am garbage
At my baseline i am garbage
At my baseline i am garbage
I am garbage
I am trash