It Could Be Worse

[Chorus]
My friends tell me these days, oh-oh
That I've been fallin' away, oh-oh, oh, oh
But I don't know what to say, say
You can't expect me to stay

[Verse 1]
People switchin' up on me, I never did a thing
I'm losin' too many homies so I could chase a dream
A couple girls are tellin' me they want a wedding ring
I got too much to work on right now, don't be stressin' me
If I could go back to my childhood, I'd let it be
Sometimes I kinda let opinions out here get to me
Been patient 'cause the wait is kinda like a centipede
It's takin' long as hell to get to where you wanna be
I'm tryna open up the Bible, but it's hard to read
I'm ADD, and my mind goin' to other things
I'm feelin' weak, hopin' they don't see this side of me
I'm tryna be everything that they want me to be
Instead of me, I gotta give myself a little time
To sort out everything that's goin' on up in my mind
I hit the road and buckle up, I'm ready for the ride
Things are movin' fast, so welcome to my crazy life

[Chorus]
My friends tell me these days, oh-oh
That I've been fallin' away, oh-oh, oh, oh
But I don't know what to say, say
You can't expect me to stay

[Verse 2]
I didn't tell no one, but 2017 was bad
I spent like half the time just walkin' 'round and bein' sad
And even though my songs started getting me some racks
I lost some people that I'm prolly never gettin' back
But that was what I needed, all that turned me to a man
I'm independent, I don't need no one to hold my hand
Ain't getting close to no one, I don't wanna take the chance
'Cause I got everyone I need already in my clan
I'm 'bout to go on tour, so, yeah, we hoppin' in the van
I told my momma I'ma save up like a hundred grand
So I could finally move out, promise that I got a plan
I would still be rappin' even for a hundred fans
So understand, if I make it big my fam'll hold me down
I'm cautious of these people who been tryna come around
I've been sweating for a check and so they rocking with me now
But if they see me fall, they'll be watching me hit the ground

[Bridge]
Strangers sayin' they know me, know me
I'm just hiding the fact that I'm lonely, lonely
And I know it could be worse, though, worse and
All I know
This is what I chose

[Chorus]
My friends tell me these days, oh-oh
That I've been fallin' away, oh-oh, oh, oh
But I don't know what to say, say
You can't expect me to stay