Isolation

Kickin’ rocks in my head
Nothing life has led
Now Im just sitting here
Consumed by constant fear

Failing conscience falls to greed
Writing words no one will read
I am blind to what you see
The isolation’s killing me
Know nothing and do nothing
I can’t write and I can’t sing
I’ll never get just what you mean
The isolations killing me

I was never that smart
I can't write with a full heart
In a book of misery
Half to sing and half to scream

I can’t feel the syncopation
I can’t hold a conversation
This world doesn’t work it seems
The isolation’s killing me
Anxious thoughts cloud up my head
And now its existential dread
Lost not found but now I see
The isolations killing me

What do I know
About living life
I can’t put on a show
And I just can’t say no
Afraid to see
What could be
Wrong with me
I’m so obsessed
But I guess I’m just depressed