SO IN LOVE

Verse
So in love with a girl
But i won't show it
I made this for a long time,but now I'm tired
For the boyfriend job, I'm not hired
Of the wife work, I'm fired
That girl see me on instagram,and she liked
I had too much expectations,i got hyped
I'm just writing on the notebook, I'm just asking
Thinking in love situations while the time is passing
You was trying to control me, embarrassing
Don't even hit me up, cause the sadness is not passing
Remember when i were younger,those guys where bеating me
I had so many problems, don't know how I wasn't crying
I tell to mysеlf that I'm going to be happy,i don't even know if I'm lying
I'm my own enemie, I'm destroying myself
Trapped inside my mind, it's my personal hell
Doesn't worth it have a girlfriend,it won't end well
Cause if she love me, maybe we get married
And maybe we get some babies
And again, on a poor situation will happen
I appear and go out,so you can call me slenderman
I teleport and scare,now I'm an Enderman
I got the blank eyes so i can see into your soul
I can see through your eyes If you love me,or if to you,I'm a ghoul
So girl if you're faking with me,just let go
Don't break me APPART cause i already lost the hope
Have all these problems but i can't cope
Just finding all answer,then i get low
She said she's tired of being poor
So I'm gonna do this till the end of my life
And I'm going to give a row
I had the patience on my hands,but i will throw
I can't even trust these boys, most might be foes
I won't care about what y'all are,or what y'all does
NoteHookBoy so expensive,i couldn't pay the cost