Innocence

Innocence, what does that word mean to me?
Innocence, apart of my life and happiness I will never get back
As I grow older and go through the motions of life, I become exposed to the harsh realities of love, being in love, feeling disappointed and let down by the ones closest to me, failure, neglect, loneliness, misguided and lost, depression, misunderstood and death
Innocence is a word I will forever hold dear to my heart
Cause it takes me back to a time in my life, well, the only time in my life
I was truly, genuinely happy
I will warn you now, this project is the furthest thing from happiness
If you're looking to feel uplifted, happy, at peace or if you're searching for answers
This is not the place to look
Everything you will hear is how I truly feel down deep inside my heart
These are my thoughts and reflections of who I am in it's most purest form
I don't want to love anymore
I don't want to feel anymore
I don't want to live anymore
My Innocence is forever gone