Inner Conflict

I keep lookin for the light
You keep turnin me away
I just wanna do this right
You just want me to hide and fade
I can't help the way that you entice me
The way I'm confessing
Spillin my guts, see
Out in the open
My heart fuckin broken
I am not a token for fantasy
You're chokin
On the words that you wanna say
Promises of nothing
Messages have been relayed

It's like I'm living in an illusion
My own enemy can't be the conclusion
How can I stand up for myself
When it's just me there is no one else
In the way
Own worst enemy
To this very day

Its like I'm living in an illusion
On my heart gave myself a contusion

I keep lookin for the light
You keep turnin me away
I just wanna do this right
You just want me to hide and fade
I can't help the way that you entice
Me the way I'm confessing
Spillin my guts, see
Out in the open
My heart fuckin broken
I am not a token for fantasy
You're chokin
On the words that you wanna say
Promises of nothing
Messages have been relayed

Messages have been relayed
Battling myself everyday
Back and forth
Fighting hard
Can't get through to me
Quiet my mind
Need to find the peace
Inner demons
Change like seasons
Need them out
Need to release
Me
Can I release me
Can I find my peace please
Get my mind at ease

I think I should go now
Leave you alone now
I do not have the time
For your pride
Or your closet full of bones now

I keep lookin for the light
You keep turnin me away
I just wanna do this right
You just want me to hide and fade
I can't help the way that you entice
Me the way I'm confessing
Spillin my guts, see
Out in the open
My heart fuckin broken