Indecisive (Intro)

[Verse:]
Complacent with nostalgia, reminiscing on summer days...
Maybe I'm scared
Cause the future's coming soon still I couldn't give a fuck today
I'll wait till I'm there
Plus I was talking to this girl, I had my rosary tucked away
Meant to buck her but my bus was late
See my interest in her fluctuates, maybe it's my nature
Maybe if I was someone then I wouldn't chase her
Maybe I'm a dreamer, a failure, nothing's confirmed
But nothing's worse than the person didn't try
I'm in class tryna visualize my future
Cause me behind computers? Deny the rumours
I heard good things come to the people that wait
Replace the wait with chase, then you have the way I was raised
So when I fall I don't get mad, I get back
That's why I'm calmer, double entendre
Sorry my niggas, it's hard to stay in touch
Cause nothing's changed so it's hard to say much
Mind at crossroads, which road do I go down
My own route I haven't decided
How do I know what to ride with?
Let's be honest education is the simplest
The pragmatics might say rap isn't realistic
But this isn't a rap flow...
It's a stick up put the money in the bag flow
I had a back up but that led me to be lazy
I'm Bruce Wayne with no rope, no plans
I had notes did that make me composed?
I've got hope, let me see how it goes
I've been through so many phases, See I'm done tryna make it
I just wanna see the furthest I can take this
Day dream finished, two texts, two motives
My life story.. What do I go with?