​in my flesh

[Verse 1]
Please, please don't miss me
Lose my memories
Forget me now
As my body falls
Will you catch me then
Or will you let me go
Fly, fly far away
Away from the pain
I'm gone forever
Don't look for me
You should've cared more
You never cared so
What the fuck you doing
Crying at my grave
Did you really care?
You should've told me
Now its way too late
Too many cuts now
The cuts in my flesh
Were too deep, too bad, damn

[Chorus]
Scars on my body
Twist and turn the blade
Carving your name here
Each scar deeper now
Bleeding out, driеd up
Can't stay, I must go
I'm sorry, leave me
Too many cuts on mе
Each one let's them out
Demons trapped in my flesh
Set them all free now
Gone, gone spread out
I'll see you soon love

[Verse 2]
The blade in my flesh
Ripped my soul apart
Put me down 6 feet
Now I'm in the dirt
Just a rotting corpse
My bones are broken
My heart's been shattered
I'm fucked up, damn right
Going to hell soon
The devil waiting
Gonna see me soon
No more second chance
Final jump, I'm gone
No one will miss me
I'm a nobody
God can't save me now
I was always sad
I fixed that issue
Gonna take my life
I don't want any pain
There was too much hurt
I couldn't take it
Call me what you want
Live my life with regret
I can't forget
No one can help me
Now I need help in hell

[Chorus]
Scars on my body
Twist and turn the blade
Carving your name here
Each scar deeper now
Bleeding out, dried up
Can't stay, I must go
I'm sorry, leave me
Too many cuts on me
Each one let's them out
Demons trapped in my flesh
Set them all free now
Gone, gone spread out
I'll see you soon

[Verse 3]
Stood in the mirror
Looked at myself
Envisioned my scars
As I slice my arms
Bleeding forever in the night
Blood dripping on the rug
Won't clean it, I'll be dead
Trace my vein with the blade
Blood pouring out
Life gone with my sins
In 20 seconds it'll all be over
Why not?
Why not?
Why not?