Jinx

My bad habits came back
This time to celebrate
The special occasion that’s our day to day
If time has told me one thing, that this dream was all bullshit

I called it back then that all I would need
Was some paper and pens
My hands and guitar strings
Warm heart and two eyes
Looking at me and they’re smiling

I work for myself and a roof overhead
Things that I don’t abhor
Things that don’t make me sick
What turns my stomach is the fear of this ever changing

My health will go to hell
And I’ll wind up in bed thinking
“These were the days that really meant something”
Cause today I have
All I ever wanted