Maniac

[Chorus]
Wish you were dead, wish you were dead
All these dark thoughts up in my head
Used to be stuck thinking 'bout the end
Today I'm up and I'm fighting and I'm here instead

[Verse 1]
Do I have time? Do I have time?
If I leave tomorrow would you even cry?
What if you leave and I don't get to say goodbye?
What if you die and leave me behind?
God knows I try, my mind is up in the sky
They watch me fly, they watch me fly
They see the triumphs but not what's behind
The broken memories and fears that I hide
So much anxiety, I can't lie
See I know you're on my side
But sometimes I feel the world is against me
I am so empty, I'm falling apart
I am so lit, I am a spark
I am the dark, the pain, the anger
I am my loss, my rage, my temper
I am everything I don't wanna remember

[Chorus]
Wish you were dead, wish you were dead
All these dark thoughts up in my head
Used to be stuck thinking 'bout the end
Today I'm up and I'm fighting and I'm here instead
Wish you were dead, wish you were dead
All these dark thoughts up in my head
Used to be stuck thinking 'bout the end
Today I'm up and I'm fighting and I'm here instead

[Verse 3]
I hate everything, everything hates me:
An irrational product of my brain, you see
I see it too, and I know it's not true
But if I live in my thoughts
What am I supposed to do?
I'll take control cos' I'm the boss
A rolling stone gathers no moss
I'm up in the sky, I'm flying away
I thought I told you, fuck what they say
Fuck what they say
I never thought I would even make it to this day
I took all my pain, got it arranged
Turned it into fuel, now I'm flying away
I don't need you cos' you're not in my lane
Get the fuck out my face, get the fuck out my face
My flow is insane, in bloom like Cobain
I'm out here shining in every single way

[Chorus]
Wish you were dead, wish you were dead
All these dark thoughts up in my head
Used to be stuck thinking 'bout the end
Today I'm up and I'm fighting and I'm here instead
Wish you were dead, wish you were dead
All these dark thoughts up in my head
Used to be stuck thinking 'bout the end
Today I'm up and I'm fighting and I'm here instead

I can't feel my soul. I ran away from everything I know
Yeah, I'll do this on my own. I lost my heart somewhere on the road
I can't feel my soul. I ran away from everything I know
Yeah, I'll do this on my own. I lost my heart somewhere on the road

Icy Amane, SKNNY METTI, shoutout Sergio. 2019