These Drugs I take

(chorus)
These drugs I take, I hope to God that I stay alive
My times to waste, I take the drugs to try and make things right
I never made it out in time
Addicted to say I'm fine
But I'm not, ok
I take more so I don't feel a thing

(verse)
I want my life to be unmeasured
I act like I don't feel the pressure
I act like I don't face depression
Look in the Devils eyes, I finally see the lesson
Behind the pain, I guess he made a little message
It's like with rain, you get the pain and the the pleasure
So many friends that fucking died, I show my reverence
Most people show their anger and aggression

But ima celebrate all the memories that I have, all the timing that you've outlasted up until the day you passed, yuh
In these times we wearing our masks, to cast all of our troubles, but I just want to relax

(chorus)
Drugs I take, I hope to God that I stay alive
My times to waste, I take the drugs to try and make things right
I never made it out in time
Addicted to say I'm fine
But I'm not, ok
I take more so I don't feel a thing