I’m still who i used to be

I stepped in
In the same clothes
As yesterday

In a spell
Of feeling stuck in
The same routines

I don't really know a way out
But I see you
Going so far

I fell down
On the bed I've known
Since I was born

In the town
Where I first learned
To ride a bike

But I really think I'm older
They said they see me
Going so far

I didn't want to wake up
And find out that it's real
I'm still who I used to be
I've lost my appeal

I don't know how to say it
But I feel victimized
The world's moved on without me now
And left me behind

I drovе in
Down the quiet road
Wherе I've always lived

The same mailbox
Collecting nothing but dust

Oh I never want to leave here
It's just hard to watch you
Going so far

I didn't want to wake up
And find out that it's real
I'm still who I used to be
I've lost my appeal

I don't know how to say it
But I feel victimized
The world's moved on without me now
And left me behind

Maybe I'm meant to stay here
Stay here
Maybe I'm meant to

Hold down the fort
While you go and explore
I'll be here forever
Singing songs
Making prayers

I no longer enjoy
Living here without you
Your bedroom's changed
And mine has too
The death of our dog means there's
Nothing to do

This life I'm going through
Just keeps me stuck
Hanging in the balance at the
Mercy of myself

Mercy of myself