I’m not your suicide

They say that time can heal the pain, the scars
Forgive, forget that only goes so far
You were someone I opened my heart to
Till I asked you for help, you became someone else
I was sanctified, I used to feel justified
Only to be crucified, by you, by you
My life has just begun, I’m standing in the shining sun
I’m not gonna run and hide, lay down and die
No I’m not your suicide
The stones you throw might bruise my bones, my skin
Reap what you sow, the truth will show in the end
I won’t break under pressure I wouldn’t give you that pleasure
I was sanctified, I used to feel justified
Only to be crucified, by you by you
My life has just begun, I’m standing in the shining sun
I’m not gonna run and hide, lay down and die
No I’m not your suicide
Are you so pitiful that you want me to be?