Since a little kid

(Intro)
I’m bisexual and I’m proud about it
You fucking dickhead
Don’t say I wasn’t raised right
When you weren’t even fucking there to
See me grow up!

(Verse 1)
Reflecting on my past as a kid
I know my mother tried her best with what she did
Dealing with a dead beat who always hid
Physical and mental abuse for decades
But then he wonders why his kids hate… him
Low self esteem made me wanna go to the gym
Controlled me and her like a sim yeah

(Chorus)
Since a littlе kid, I’ve always tried my best
Dеaling with narcissism made me feel stressed
Cutting them off, I know my future is blessed
Toxic family members have left

(Verse 2)
Couldn’t even be excited on Christmas Day
Controlling when we could open presents
Ruined moments that didn’t go his own way
Buzz kill every-time we were in his presence
Weak man who would then go and betray
When I have kids, I’m gonna make sure I do
Everything he never did
I’ll never cheat on my partner
Never lay a hand on him or her
Never good enough for a narcissist
Out of my life, abuse I’ll never miss
As clear as the veins inside my wrist

(Chorus)
Since a little kid, I’ve always tried my best
Dealing with narcissism made me feel stressed
Cutting them off, I know my future is blessed
Toxic family members have left
Since a little kid, I’ve always tried my best
Dealing with narcissism made me feel stressed
Cutting them off, I know my future is blessed
Toxic family members have left