Claustrophobic

[Verse 1: Hyjak]
I’m tryna get through this shit, but it’s gettin’ knee deep
It’s hard when my worst enemy is me
It’s easy to say I complain too much
Easy to blame ‘til you say too much
Ain’t enough words to describe my pain
No [?] for the price I pay
Foundations I laid when I walked that path
I took my bombs, I boarded that craft
To fly away from this life of pain
Every time I think about it [?]
Like night and day, I’m tryna find a way to climb out of this hibernation
I was patient ‘til I turned into a patient, mental
That motivation went burnin’ in the basin, simple
Jak gotta get through that, my mates say, “Ay, you know you can rise above it?”
But it’s hard to rise when I’m feelin’ like the sky is comin’
Down on me, undoubtedly
I feel the clouds comin’ ‘round, they surroundin’ me
The beast got louder, see? I got a crowd to please
And we’re to make and bake, crush a pound of trees
Now you ‘gon see poetry in motion
‘Cause I breathe in the smoke and I speak through the potion
That opens our minds, I hope it’s right
But I can feel it’s real when I close my eyes
Don’t condone my rhymes, I just speak the truth
Lost deep in the beat around me and loops
I’m tryna seek approval and you all know it
And no one’ll ever catch me if I fall without blowin’
Up, gettin’ stuck like, “What to do now?”
I jumped from the plane, the parachute won’t come out
Don’t look down, don’t look now
It’s almost over, I just hope I don’t drown
My talent in liquor, it damaged my liver
My habits got me livin’ frantic, I quiver
With sickenin’ thoughts of kickin’ in doors
But fuck bein’ in prison ‘cause this is my cordon

[Chorus: Hyjak & Alex Jones]
I’m gettin’ claustrophobic, feel like these walls keep closin’
In on me, I can see my dreams broke in
Just hopin’, that wrong turn, I didn’t take it
I gotta correct each step before I make it
I’m gettin’ claustrophobic, feel like these walls keep closin’
In on me, I can see my dreams broke in
Just hopin’, that wrong turn, I didn’t take it
I gotta correct each step before I make it (Ay)

[Verse 2: Alex Jones]
I’m sick and tired of feelin’ sick and tired
I just wanna smoke this shit to send me away
Just take a sip and vibe it, I need somethin’ to lift me higher
Up to Cloud9 where my head’s up in space
I need to get me away, an attempt to escape
From the pain and the stress that I face, so I vent
And express on a track like a V line train ‘til my head’s in a daze
Grape soda, ain’t sober
Sippin’ on the pain ‘til the pain’s over
Tryna play with the cards I was dealt, but the dealer keeps givin’ me the same joker
Withdrawin’ like an ATM, but ATM, the walls keep cavin’ in
Every day’s a replay, the same again
I’m thinkin’ I don’t really wanna play this game I’m in, but I’m stuck
Trapped in this place, trapped in a trap, trapped in the dark
With a match and a spark and a pack full of bars
Gotta capture my art, they’ll be trapped in my heart, let it go
Let ‘em know, can’t we just go back to the start?
Back before the pain, but the times are changin’
Livin’ in a fake world I created
Stuck in a matrix, just double drop
Red pill, blue pill, fuck it, I’m lost
Lookin’ for somethin’ to numb my emotions
Tryna kill time, got blood on my watch, I’m

[Chorus: Hyjak]
I’m gettin’ claustrophobic, feel like these walls keep closin’
In on me, I can see my dreams broke in
Just hopin’, that wrong turn, I didn’t take it
I gotta correct each step before I make it
I’m gettin’ claustrophobic, feel like these walls keep closin’
In on me, I can see my dreams broke in
Just hopin’, that wrong turn, I didn’t take it
I gotta correct each step before I make it