The B Word

[Verse 1]
When we first found out
You said just a while
Then you’d be home
Only 10 but
I'd know

You said you were better
And I was
Counting down the days
Putting papers up
We were so close
But you left me alone

[Pre-Chorus]
06' barely even started
So much in common
Too much for you to just die

06' barely even started
So much in common
Too much for you to just die

[Chorus]
All I want to say is the B word
It’s all that I can muster up
And every other time that I see you
I tell myself it’s not enough

[verse 2]
Now
I forget about your face
Unless I think about the way
I don’t undеrstand half of myself
But those papers didn’t mattеr
Cause your body
Never came home
Left me alone

I was only 10
So no excuses then
Had to grab all of the pieces
Just to barely make it

And now I'm 24
And now I'm wanting more
There’s no answers in these pages
Even your voice a little faded

[Pre-Chorus]
06' barely even started
So much in common
Too much for you to just die

06' barely even started
So much in common
Too much for you to just die

[Chorus]
All I want to say is the B word
It’s all that I can muster up
And every other time that I see you
I tell myself it’s not enough