How to let go

[Pre-Chorus]
Girl, I want this shit forever, how could I leave
She's everything I want, but not what I need
Got me choking when you call me, how could I breathe
Think I'm joking when I tell you that you're all I need
But I'll never feel that way again
I can't be broken, but you're making me bend
Putting up these walls that you're gon' make me defend
And when you asked if I love you girl, I thought I had to pretend

[Chorus]
Baby girl I'm lost out here, I do not know where to go
Never knew you were so cold that you had to breath in all the snow
Late nights with your mood swings and a glass of pinot grigio
I was gone when I was with you
When It's over I couldn't let go
I was gone when I was with you
When It's over I couldn't let go
I was gone when I was with you
When It's over I couldn't let go
I was gone when I was with you
When It's over I couldn't let go
I was gone when I was with you

[Verse]
I've been grinding like the rent dude
I'd be lying if I didn't miss you
I was fighting everyday I'm with you
Cause the devil in my head
Memories of when I kissed you
On the upper and the bottom lips too
But I guess I was thinking too wishful
And that's how you end up dead

But I'll never feel that way again
Living off borrowed time that we both can't afford to spend
And watch it all go black and white, like we race to the end
And now we're digging up grave, knowing it's better off dead
Yeah, and I'll never feel that way again
But then I was losing it
You took my kindness and started abusing it
Anxiety, I don't know what to do with it
Know you got mileage girl, that's why I flew with it
Insecurities, I'm back to assuming shit
Now I'm in to deep, I feel like I'm used to it

[Pre-Chorus]
Girl, I want this shit forever, how could I leave
She's everything I want, but not what I need
Got me choking when you call me, how could I breathe
Think I'm joking when I tell you that you're all I need
But I'll never feel that way again
I can't be broken, but you're making me bend
Putting up these walls that you're gon' make me defend
And when you asked if I love you girl, I thought I had to pretend

[Chorus]
Baby girl I'm lost out here, I do not know where to go
Never knew you were so cold that you had to breath in all the snow
Late nights with your mood swings and a glass of pinot grigio
I was gone when I was with you
When It's over I couldn't let go
I was gone when I was with you
When It's over I couldn't let go
I was gone when I was with you
When It's over I couldn't let go
I was gone when I was with you
When It's over I couldn't let go
I was gone when I was with you

[Outro]
I feel like I might have a death wish
I feel like I'm looking for exits
I'm fucking on thotties
That pull up on mollies
And got less support than my left wrist
And I pull on g-strings like ventriloquists
You don't ask for nothing, you'll get your wish
Seven days a week like genesis
Fall in love and don't remember it