Flatine (Outro)

I was wasting time, tryna take it slow
Trouble on my mind as I'm getting old
Thought that I was fine, I could never know
Playing in rewind from like 5 years old

Don’t let anyone know
Tried so hard to be like them that I lost my soul
I could never afford those clothes
Treat me like I’m nothing 'cause my family was broke

All on my own
I wasn’t surprised when nobody showed
All the people I tried to avoid
Until my identity was destroyed

I was afraid, I was a kid
I had to stop everything that I did
The way I would fidget, Every twitch
Knew they were judging, calling me sick
It ain't about me fitting in, I never have, I never will
All of the sessions, All of the pills
Want to be normal, Want to be killed

I kept it in, Dont want to be me
Go to the park, Under the tree
Wait till the dark so no one could see
Just so I could be the way I would be
I want to rest, Put me to sleep
Tripping 'bout girls, he's in my dreams
Never accept it, I'll never speak
Break all my bones, Let me be free

(L.a. Co$te drum solo)